Thursday, Sept. 28, 2006

Fall is finally here! I am feeling much better, although my strength is not returning, nor is my balance. My knee's look like an 8 year old, scabby... But my hair is coming back, all salt and pepper, more salt than pepper.

I am trying to get my sugar under control more now with help from my dr. I am on insulin, 35 units x 2 daily. Thank God for little needles. I don't give myself good shots because I am all bruised in the area's I inject. I use the pen so that helps alot. Jab and press. Ick!

Neoropathy is getting worse in my feet and hands. I won't be able to work because I have almost no strength in my left hand and I can't hold or pick up little thing easily.

I will have my next CA125 test end of November. Results in Dec. Which creates a problem... I will be losing my long term benefits from my employer due to Social Security Disability kicking in. That also includes my health coverage. SS won't give you a health card for 24 months. So I am screwed there for 2 years. SS benefits are less monthly than my benefits were so...less money monthly too. What fun.

The weather is getting cooler, much less humidity now. We have had tons of rain in the last 2 weeks. Barn is very soggy. But we can turn off the air and leave the windows open most of the time now.

That's it for now. Love to you all.